So I sit here at 30 weeks today at 4:30 in the morning unable to sleep, and all of this still seems so surreal. I mean I know there are parts of my body that have gotten larger than I ever imagined (or really care to think about), and that I can feel the girl move around inside me but I can honestly say I don't think that it has really set in that we are going to have a baby. I know you are thinking how is that possible we have the room and everything ready, I have seen her on the ultrasound, write post about her regularly and even had SEVERAL stumbling blocks that have given us quite a scare, so the honest answer is I don't really know. After all we have been through thus far you would think that it would have already set in that we really are going to have a baby and that all this is really happening.
I am thinking that maybe after my shower (May 1st) it will make it a little bit more real, but I really don't know if I will believe it and have it all set in until she arrives and we hold her in our arms. I know that she is already loved beyond and belief and that I quite possibly have the best husband in the world when it comes to pregnancy and I am so thankful to have him for this journey. He reads to her every night, so she can get used to his voice(but we will she when she arrives if it really worked or not) and rest assured when he is gone I continue to read to her, per his request. He also won't let me do anything, and I mean anything when he is around, which quitely honestly is a bit annoying.
We have taken several classes, and I have to give kudos to Greg as he has actually requested us go to some of them. Although they take up most of our Saturdays, he has really been pretty good at them and sometimes participates more actively then me. It is really kind of nice, he gets the hand outs reads them and underlines the important aspects for me as well as taking notes during class, I don't know what I would do without him. He is honestly the best!
We had our hospital tour a couple weeks ago (if all goes according to plan, I will be delivering at Memorial Hermann Greatwood at the corner of HWY 59 and Grand Parkway) and it is SUPER nice, don't know if I will ever want to leave there! The rooms are huge and have a TV, refrigerator, wifi network, food on demand and the baby stays with you most of the time unless you request for it to go to the nursery (except when they will weigh her, bathe her and that type of stuff, provided it is a normal healthy delivery and she doesn't need to be monitored for any reason). They seem very caring and supportive in regards to everything.
As of lately the girl has been active which is a good thing; however, she is active at night, not so good. She is perfectly content all day long moves every now and then but not too often but rest assured by about 9:30 she is ACTIVE, hopefully she will get her days and nights straightened out before she arrives!!
As for being uncomfortable all the time, not so much mainly when traveling which after talking to my doctor last Friday, looks like that will be coming to an end shortly with a combination of my miscarriages, some spotting that I have had, my thick blood and a couple of other things, she said traveling for anything length of time (basically over about an hour) is just asking for trouble, which we certainly don't need. Well that is about it for now, I will post a belly picture Tuesday as that is when my next doctor visit is. I am really looking forward to my specialist visit to see how much the girl weighs but that isn't until May 7th. Hope everyone has a great day!